what will happen, will i dream? i am too scared to close my eyes......
so what can i say of what i am and what can i do with what i have. what can i say that i have when i dont understand what i am? how can one person be so lost in another and so filled with eternal determination when theres no way it can besustained.
so what do i do now?
what do i do now?
do i get on my knees and beg for salvation?
do i accept defeat and disappear in shame?
do i just unveil my scars and display what ive done to myself?
do i fall into the spiraling downfall of my inner peace?
what am i?
where do i stand?
i cant bear this albatross around my neck. every note i hear, every flower i smell, every sunset i see, every feather i caress, and every drop of honey that graces my tongue....
do i even belong? do i even...whatever...i dont know what to say..
and what will happen, will i dream? i am too scared to close my eyes....for a second, please hold me...